- aubs
- Mar 30, 2021
- 4 min read
When I think about aesthetics and art, specifically Christian art, as we have talked about it, I think about all of the things that I have seen in my life that makes the hair on my arms stand up and butterflies to explode in my chest. Whether it's the grand architecture in London or a simple art piece in an exhibit here on Hardin Simmons campus, a certain feeling makes some art special; there is a sense of "awe" like we have already talked about.
Madeline L'Engle uses part of her book Walking on Water to talk about what makes art Christian art and says that we will feel "more named" when we experience certain art. Still, I feel like her idea of feeling more named is the same as what we have classified as the feeling of awe in the past. There is something about the feeling that comes with certain experiences that feels life-changing. L'Engle talks about how we can't say if something is an art, and we can't preach that it's Christian because that is "presumptuous," but we can know "if it speaks within our own hearts," and this is something that I love. I want to say that no one can ever label art and tell if it is or isn't, but the idea that art and the different things one classifies as art is entirely up to the person experiencing it is beautiful. I like to think that is how God wanted art to affect our world, not something forced but something that makes a difference in one life or maybe a million lives. Whether it is writing, music, acting, or on a canvas, it is there to enjoy and do something in our world. I think that free will has a lot to do with this topic and how the world takes art.
One of the big topics in these readings that stuck out to me is free will. As humans and as children of God, we get to be our own person and make our own decisions; that is why we all react to different art in different ways. L'Engle writes that we have been given the "terrible gift" of being able to "write our own story," and by writing this story, we also choose who we are. I do believe that, to an extent, God has a plan for us and knows who we are and how many hairs are on our heads; after all, we are made in his image. I also think that he shows his love for us by giving us the ability to be human, experience pain and immense joy, and learn and grow while ultimately finding our way to him. I think that C.S. Lewis did a fantastic job in The Great Divorce by showing just how much free will we have. Lewis creates a whole afterworld where the person at hand gets to decide how they spend their afterlife. Whether they were the perfect angel on earth or not, it was up to them to learn, grow, and make the journey up the hill to salvation. This same freewill applies here on earth and with things as little as personality traits and what kind of art speaks to us the most. I feel like in a way, we do get to choose what makes us feel the awe that art brings, not in a direct way but in the sense of having traits, ideas, and feelings toward certain things which create an attraction toward certain areas of our world and the beauty within it.
When I look at the Mona Lisa, I don't feel anything, but painting is life-changing for others. For me, it's the little things like the street art that you see driving through Abilene or a play at our very own Paramount Theater, these things are awe-worthy, and for a few moments during the experience of being in the presence of that art, the world makes just a little more sense than it did before. I can't feel the feeling of being in the presence of this type of art right now, and when I think about the feeling, it is almost as if I'm wrapped up in the presence of God. I believe appreciating this art is almost a form of worship. I don't honestly know how to explain that experience in more detail or depth, but it is almost an out-of-body experience; it's a beautiful but indescribable feeling. Gregory Wolfe says that "art invites us to meet the Other…. and achieve a wholeness of spirit" in his article "Art, Faith and the Stewardship of Culture," and that is a great way to describe the feeling that is felt when in the presence of beauty that grand. I think this wholeness, the sense of "more Named," and awe are all three the same thing just in different people's eyes.
Gregory Wolfe talks about how we, as a culture, have started to stray from the art of our time and how we are not replenishing our current society, and that got me to thinking. Our contemporary society seems to be so stressed about making something perfect that we are losing the artistic part. This stress is understandable due to the pressure to succeed that we all face, but the fact of the matter is that art isn't what it was. Van Gogh never sat questioning every stroke he made with his paintbrush, so why should we as a society try to perfect something. At some point, we need to let the art and God be, the idea of perfection is insane, and we are missing out on so much because of the pressure we are put under.
Overall, we should work to find that feeling and bask in it and all of its glory. We need to be better at loving everything we have, especially the art made right now; this world needs to be replenished in beautiful works. In that same way, we need to let the artwork within us in the way it is meant to. Great art works within everyone in indescribable ways, and I don't think that will ever go away.